Special note from Bella to her fans.
“I love my fans! I’m so grateful to have some. Thank you so much for supporting my career. It makes me so satisfied knowing that you’re watching me! As I always say, for without you, I wouldn’t be!”
From Belladonna’s blog on enterbelladonna.com: (You can also subscribe to her blogs at www.myspace.com/enterbelladonna, but you won’t get the pics that myspace won’t allow :) )
A little over a week ago, I was on the way to beautiful Puerto Rico! Of course there was problems at the airport as always with tickets and American Express fucking up, AGAIN! Luckily we weren’t early. At first they tried to charge me $2000/each ticket to San Juan, which online I could get for $600/each ticket. So they refunded it and got me the 2 new tickets at $600, when we go to the counter, they said the tickets were not bought so we had to figure out what went wrong. It was a mess. Finally we made it to PR after 9 hours of flying. We got picked up by the two guys that run Exxxotica and they brought us to the Ritz Carlton hotel.
It wasn’t as nice as the Ritz in St. Louis, but it was still a mighty fine hotel. Our room looked out to the ocean, sort of, and we had club level access, which we took advantage of most of the days we were there. Free food and drinks! Anyway, the best part of the whole stay was the beach that was on the back steps of the Hotel, you could walk out of the hotel, passed the resort pools and you’re stepping into the softest beach sand ever! It was definitely NOT california beach sand.
And let me just tell you about the ocean water. It felt like a warm bath tub when you stepped into it. It was gorgeous! I laid out for about 2 hours the first day, and when we got back into the room, I said wow I have a pretty nice tan huh? It turns out that my tan was actually a real nice sun BURN! Apparently, PR is closer to the sun than California so you burn much faster.
Sunblock? what’s that? I remembered what it was and caked that shit on the rest of the days there. By the time I got home I really did have a nice tan! Anyway, the whole reason we went out there was for a dance gig that they setup for me. Unfortunately, they had never done a feature dance gig before. Usually they’re in strip clubs. This one was in a normal club and they “built” a stage the day of the show. Luckily I was brought to see the club and the stage a few hours before the show. The stage they built had “non-slip” flooring for like rock concerts and such and I said there is no way I can dance on that, I’m a floor dancer and I would tear up my entire body and probably bleed to death in front of everyone’s eyes. They took care of it and put some smooth covering down on it.
I had a really cool dressing room that over looked the whole club and I could see everyone, but nobody could see me, unless I turned the lights on, which I did a few times. Hey, can you blame me? I like to be seen! Anyway, there were some other dancers they hired to “relieve the tension”, so I’m not sure how this all came about, but this one girl came storming into my room with her boyfriend and the first thing out of her mouth is, “Hey girl, damn you look skinny, so I heard you want to dance with one of my girls?” Uh no. She finally left after 5 minutes of me telling her no. Why do I want to dance with your girls on stage? so I can get herpes virus 2? And what the hell is with the “You look skinny” shit? Like you have any room to talk, you look like a twig! I mean, is that how girls talk these days? or just in Puerto Rico? What the fuck!
It reminded me of a time I was in Spain and this girl came over to take me out and she said “You’re shoes are ugly, take them off”. How rude! You’re implants are ugly too, but I’m not telling you to cut them off, am I? So this girl busts in a second time and says “They’re not giving us a dressing room and my girls need a room, can we share yours” Where the fuck is my security during all of this bullshit? How did they even let this girl in my room TWICE!? Finally I get her to leave and tell her NO she can’t share my room. Aiden goes and talks to the head guys and they “take care of it” It turns out that this girl was a local stripper who won some “dance contest” and apparently thought she was a big shit and was really jealous that I was headlining and not her. It’s funny because a lot of people asked why they even had any other girls there, everyone was only there to see me.
Now don’t get me wrong by all of this, I’m not conceded or anything and I don’t think I’m a gift to the world or anything like that, but I really do have a problem with rude people. I really have a big respect for “respect”. Don’t disrespect me. I don’t care who you are, or who I am. So I did my first set and it went pretty well, the crowd loved it, it was about 200 or so people watching. I then went up to sell my movies and pose for pictures. Since the people hosting the show never did this kind of thing before they didn’t know what to expect. They left HALF of the people up and it was like a mob. No lines, no order. I was slowly being surrounded by people from all angles. Aiden tried his best to watch the product from being stolen, take pictures AND control the line. He finally threw his hands up and just let everyone have their way with me, I looked like a piece of meat thrown into a pit of dogs, ok it sounds worse than it really was, but I was just so overwhelmed, finally when it was over, Almost all the movies were gone and Aiden only collected money for 2 of them. Nobody bought any pictures because everyone used their own cameras, so we made ZIPPO the first round. I went back and did two more shows and then a final meeting, this time, luckily there was order, for the most part. Aiden sold almost ALL of the movies we brought and collected all of the money, It was a good turnout. All of the fans were actually really respectful, no one tried to cop a feel or anything. So once the show was over, I got to spend the next two days relaxing at the ocean with T.T. who comes to most of my shows!
We spent most of the time at the beach, but we did enjoy ourselves in the bar/lounge area for a few hours each night. I got a wild hair up my ass and decided to have a cranberry and vodka!
So Aiden took advantage of the fact, and told me it was time for my photo shoot out at the pool! I was all for it. Luckily nobody was around because I got a little “flashy” at times!
The one thing I forgot to mention was that I told Aiden the only way I would do the shoot is if he gave me a massage equal to the time he spent shooting me. So even though I did have a lot of fun shooting in the pool and on the beach, he did promise, so back at the room he attempted his massage. It was a pretty shitty massage so I kicked him in the face and watched Spiderman 3!
And then he apologize and gave me the fuck of the century! It felt like he made me 5 months pregnant! The next day we spent at the beach of course!
On the way home from the trip, as some of you may know, American Airlines somehow lost all of my luggage. I finally got it back on Friday, it had all of my makeup, and wardrobe and clothes in it, so I had to go out and buy all new stuff. Fucking assholes! I blame this all on George Bush! I don’t know, I just feel like blaming him for something.
On Wednesday I went on Jason Ellis’ radio show, he’s always a fun show. Sam Tripoli was there! We talked about how Aiden has a fantasy of me fucking other men and then coming home and telling him all about it while I fuck him, and then Sam brought in a cake and I sat on it and Sam was supposed to eat it off my ass, but he just couldn’t do it! But he did let me smell his balls and jack him off a little bit! Sam, you’re a good man and I’m sorry for pressuring you, but hey it was FUN! I posted a comment on Sam’s myspace page, and he hasn’t approved it. I think he might be trying to avoid me. And I also offered Jason $2000 for a blow job and $5000 to fuck me, but he sadly turned me down! A girl can dream right? That’s all I’ve been thinking about now since Aiden said I can have sex with whatever men I choose… I’m just going crazy searching for a hard dick to stuff in my holes like a free-for-all! Oh yeah, here is the kicker… remember how I’m the cleanest dirtiest girl? Well whatever guy I fuck, he has to get a brand new HIV/STD test from AIM before we do anything. Sounds like it takes the fun out of it? Well, it DOESN’T! Being clean is way more horny than getting a disease!
On the 10th, I went to Prive Salon. James has been cutting my hair since 2004 or earlier and Kaitrin colors it! When you find good hair stylists, you stick with them! I’ve followed them to three different salons, luckily they’re all in Los Angeles and close to my home! So if you ever want your hair done, ask for Kaitrin and James at Prive Salon! I also had an interview with Adult Entertainment. Later that I night, I went to the Geisha house for dinner, it was a Friday night and it was packed… but still delicious!
