Guest Blogger Aurora Snow
Life Update, The Good, The Bad & Sean Michaels
As all of you know by now Aurora Snow is a great friend, my all-time favorite performer and one hell of a cool person. She’s also a very good blogger so you should follow her stuff on Facebook and MySpace. For the past few months she has been away with her family dealing with some things she outlines below. We have kept in touch and I have to say that her strength through all of this has been really inspiring. One note of caution though. After the update, there is a bit at the bottom about a recent scene she did with Sean Michaels (For Mike John’s Jerkoff Material 3). The description of the scene gets a little steamy so you might want to have some tissue handy.
Aurora Snow Writes:
I have not been around porn valley as much in the last five months, instead I have been leading a double life with alternating identities, one as porn star slut when in town and the other as a domestic over achiever when I am in Northern California which is where I spend most of my days. I’m sure only a handful of people are aware that my younger brother was in a near fatal motorcycle accident, he now has a spinal cord injury that has so far left him paralyzed from the neck down; however his spinal cord is not severed and he therefore has the possibility of recovering if he receives proper physical therapy. I have since learned much about being a nurse and a stand-in parent for my three little nephews, not to mention the degrading ways in which our healthcare system tends to focus more on their profit margin than a patient’s well being.
I never knew that a career in porn is what ultimately prepared me for being the most capable individual in such a state of crisis. After doing so many anal scenes and being as close as one can to anything that could come of the human body, there was nothing about having to care for another human that I hadn’t seen or dealt with before. I was already so comfortable with the body’s functions that I only had to take the physical care up a notch and apply it differently.
On the business end of that I’d learned from porn that going to the source and getting to the head is the most efficient way to elicit a favorable outcome. Contracts were no mystery, I knew to double check the fine print and not sign anything under duress. The hospital bureaucracy knows that during a crisis people can and will sign anything so they have a magician’s hat full of scare tactics ready to be pulled at any moment if they feel their money could be slipping away. The insurance company decided they were only willing to pay for a brain injury physical rehabilitation hospital, despite the fact that he only suffered from a spinal cord injury (apparently a spinal injury rehabilitation would’ve cost more money than the insurance was willing to pay). So due to a profit margin my brother didn’t receive adequate time sensitive therapy, the more therapy done on the heels of such injuries results in a higher percentage of physical recovery. An amazing discovery to see the trillion dollar healthcare system at work for itself; also depressing, not for my family as I campaigned as I persisted and nagged daily, if not over the phone then in person, ensuring my brother received at least a portion of the attention he deserved….but it made me wonder about all the other patients I saw in critical care. Where are there families? Who’s watching out for them?
It was also around this time that it dawned on me just how lucky I really am to have chosen this career that allows me to lead these two alternate lives right now. The moment of my brother’s accident I fled my life and the fire on my heels is still cooling. The life I return to when I come to LA for work is different now, or at least my perceptions are. Not sure if I’d gotten use to doing scenes with luxuries afforded by an income from porn, and taken them all for granted without ever knowing it; now I realize those luxuries are time, it’s the income that now buys the time. Time for me to spend helping my brother through his recovery and time to teach my nephews to read and enroll them in pre-school; I wasn’t ready for any of this but without having the life experiences I have gained by making an uncommon career my own I now have the stamina to continue in such capacities.
Along with all these life changes I don’t have as many “play dates” these days so what I do for work has also turned into my primary source of pleasure. I revel in every moment of my scenes and throw myself into my “work” which I of course now see more than ever as my “fun.” It’s funny that my work days on set feel more akin to gratifying days on vacation. I never thought after nine years in this industry that I’d enjoy it even more than I did before…it’s an astonishing discovery of self in so many ways.
Of course there is one particular scene that I really must thank Rog for. He played matchmaker and set me up with director Mike John, who in turn paired Sean Michaels and I. The way the scene began was a bit unexpected, at least on my end. I was playing around with Sean on the couch, pre-scene fun, when I noticed Mike John approach with the camera he was very stealth like in his approach and therefore I assumed it was for behind-the-scenes so I continued to be in the moment of just fooling around. By the time I undressed for the camera I realized our on-camera scene had actually begun. I enjoyed that I hadn’t known to be “on” so to speak, and that what was captured was old fashioned raw fun, no set-up, no pre-meditated line-up of fucking, simply the beauty of raw lust as it simmered in the air and was captured so candidly on film. I felt that was the nature of the scene. The sex was sensual, sparked by a hunger and a need to be conquered and filled. And I most certainly was…He railed my ass very well, I couldn’t hold back and came many times as his black cock maneuvered in and out of my gaping butthole, I came so intensely it came out in more of a soft/throaty moan which surprised even me (not the cumming, but the way I was uncontrollably responding to it). I am smiling as I type this remembering the passion we created, it was more than a scene it was a connection….certainly one I wouldn’t mind re-creating!
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